8 songs on my ipod in the 8th month of '09

I did this last August, and it's interesting to see how my tastes have evolved ... or not.

(I've decided I will walk down the aisle to The Kiss.)

Songs I like right now, in no particular order:

1) Hallelujah, Vitamin String Quartet
2) Miradouro De Santa Catarina, Madredeus (Ainda filmscore)
3) The Girl I Mean to Be, Broadway's Secret Garden
4) The Privateers, Andrew Bird
5) Only Hope, Switchfoot
6) Anonanimal, Andrew Bird
7) The Kiss, Penelope filmscore
8) Deathbed, Reliant k

August Reading Log

Mystery and Manners, by Flannery O'Connor

Wow. Just wow. If you're a writer and you haven't read this book, run.

The Young Unicorns, by Madeleine L'Engle

Reviewed here.

Bran Hambric: The Farfield Curse, by Kaleb Nation

Review scheduled for September 13th

The Greatest Among You, by Randy Sims

Practical and challenging. "A student's guide to servant leadership."

Jeremiah, Romans, KJV

Praying God's Will for Your Life, by Stormie Omartian

Better than I expected. Concise and encouraging.

Unnatural Death, by Dorothy Sayers

Not her finest hour, but still, a Sayers.

Les Miserables, by Victor Hugo

Wow. And reeeally long.

Cry, the Beloved Country, by Alan Paton

Worth every ounce of praise it receives.

Sin

As a writer, I tend to create sinless characters. They brim with flaws, yes, but the defining feature of humanity--sin, in all its depth and color--is absent.

Which is odd because, as a person, my vision is quite different. When I'm affected by the shortcomings of my neighbors, I see their defects as more than flaws. They're sins.

(Train of thought courtesy of Flannery O'Connor, who wrote: "...a communion created upon human imperfection, created from what we make of our grotesque state.")

What's on your nightstand? (September)

I'm not going to push myself next month--instead, I plan to read purely for enjoyment.

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So, I'll continue listening to Anna Karenina, which I've been inching through this month. It's so different from War and Peace! After the grinding battle scenes of that novel, I would never have guessed that Tolstoy could write a purely social tale.
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Then, I've been meaning to read the next Lady Julia Grey mystery. Thank goodness I found this pink cover. The original design is hideously Harlequin. Now, thanks to the alternate image, I really want to read Silent on the Moor!
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And finally, there are five YA titles coming in at the library. Catching Fire, which I've been waiting for all year!
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The Miles Between, because I really liked Pearson's The Adoration of Jenna Fox;
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A Season of Gifts, because hello! It's about Grandma Dowdel;
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and The Unfinished Angel, because I worshiped Creech as a teenager. Let's hope this novel channels her early work.
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Oh, also, Be a Genie in Six Easy Steps, because it purports to be to Nesbit what Any Which Wall is to Eager. How could I resist?


What about your nightstand?

Wait, I say

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restless.

but shouldn't we be
licking our lips?

the holidays are ahead.

this?
a watch in the night.
the cover
and title page.

but what a cover.

teach us to
number
our
days

to remember

the
Something Good.

what is the morning
without
the sunrise?

All in a day's work

A chubby-legged toddler turning pages of an animal board book, naming each picture.

"Rabbit."

"Cow"

"Horse."

"Ghost."

My eyes dart away from my computer screen.

Oh. A goat.

Scoop of the e-e-evening: The Young Unicorns

First:

There was once a man, a literature professor, I believe, who had never read King Lear. He was saving back a delicious morsel of Shakespeare to anticipate all his life.

Despite having inhaled L'Engle throughout my teenage years, I have yet to read every novel she wrote. Perhaps, unconsciously, I've been rationing, too.

The Young Unicorns is an Austin family chronicle, but why the young and wherefore the unicorns? The answer is mistery.* L'Engle's cast includes no supposedly-mythical beasts, only children who, like the unicorn, must be tamed of their own free will.

The Austins are trying to settle into their new life in New York City, but their once close-knit family is pulling away from each other. Their father spends long hours alone in his study working on the research project that brought the family to the city. John is away at college. Rob is making friends with people in the neighborhood: newspaper vendors, dog walkers, even the local rabbi. Suzy is blossoming into a vivacious young woman. And Vicky has become closer to Emily Gregory, a blind and brilliant young musician, than to her sister Suzy.

With the Austins going in different directions, they don’t notice that something sinister is going on in their neighborhood—and it’s centered around them. A mysterious genie appears before Rob and Emily. A stranger approaches Vicky in the park and calls her by name. Members of a local gang are following their father. The entire Austin family is in danger. If they don’t start telling each other what’s going on, someone just might get killed.

My reflections are varied.

True--it's the Austins. How can I not devour the Austins?

But--it reads like oddly talented fan fiction. It's okay to attempt a new genre. But a new genre with the old characters is a dangerous game.

True--it's meant to feel surreal. The characters themselves feel the surreality. She was going for, I think, a "sense of mystery deepened by contact with reality" and a "sense of reality deepened by contact with mystery."

But--the realistic/fantastic balance is off. Flannery O'Connor continues: "...the person writing a fantasy has to be even more strictly attentive to the concrete detail than someone writing in a naturalistic vein--because the greater the story's strain on the credulity, the more convincing the properties in it have to be."

True--there are dated 70's moments in all of L'Engle's books.

But--those others books transcend their cliches much more successfully than The Young Unicorns does.

I enjoyed The Young Unicorns, in some places very much. But it was a fish-out-of-water experience, and if the Austins hadn't been involved, I'm not sure I would have kept reading.

"Emily understood silence, that good silence is something that comes from inside, not outside, and that little, unimportant things can break it more easily than the big ones. --I can be silent, properly silent, Vicki thought--right in the middle of buses and taxi horns and ambulance sirens, so why do I let little things like Suzy dressing entirely in front of the mirror and not letting me have a look in break it up into noise?"

*I just thought of that word. All misty, and uncertain. Mistery.

Hmm

How can we say, it won't budge

without saying, it budged!
Peeling back
layers

(Eustace Clarence)

how many days
(months)
did I ignore
the crust(s)?

I almost deserved it.

never staring

never leaning forward,
not even my neck,
only
sitting
with my ankles crossed

quite ladylike

Pleased.

(A cat?)

But not pleased.

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A storm in the wind

--not a bad one--
a good one.

The air
changed

thunder
rumbled
(1--2--3--4--5 Five miles!)
far, far away,
across the solemn Alps, the siren Alps
(or perhaps only a cornfield)

but underneath

something blinked.

Pricked up its ears.

One drop
slid down my cheek.
It was rain

It was.

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too much in (and such stuff)
too little out

milk

Flannery O'Connor: no pleasure before discipline.

The habit of art.

Madeleine L'Engle: freedom within form.

The sonnet.

But there must be

must be

a well of water
springing up
to eternal life

within my soul.

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Bright Sheng : The Nightingale and the Rose
modern
cacophonous
tumultuous
trumpets

and
yet

at the last note
I am
leaning
forward.

Spine, shoulders, chin.

And the thunder is here. The wind, the rain, the chill.

Deliciously here.

"Weee aarre hheerre!"

You have not heard the last of Flannery O'Connor...

In other ages the attention of children was held by Homer and Virgil, among others, but, by the reverse evolutionary process, that is no longer possible; our children are too stupid now to enter the past imaginatively. No one asks the student if algebra pleases him or if he finds it satisfactory that some French verbs are irregular, but if he prefers Hersey to Hawthorne, his taste must prevail.

No child needs to be assigned Hersey or Steinbeck until he is familiar with a certain amount of the best work of Cooper, Hawthorne, Melville, the early James, and Crane, and he does not need to be assigned these until he has been introduced to some of the better English novelists of the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries.

The fact that these works do not present him with the realities of his own time is all to the good. He is surrounded by the realities of his own time, and he has no perspective whatever from which to view them. Like the college student who wrote in her paper on Lincoln that he went to the movies and got shot, many students go to college unaware that the world was not made yesterday; their studies began with the present and dipped backward occasionally when it seemed necessary or unavoidable.

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In our fractured culture, we cannot agree on morals; we cannot even agree that moral matters should come before literary ones when there is a conflict between them. All this is another reason why the high school would do well to return to their proper business of preparing foundations. Whether in the senior year students should be assigned modern novelists should depend both on their parents' consent and on what they have already read and understood.

The high-school English teacher will be fulfilling his responsibility if he furnishes the student a guided opportunity, through the best writing of the past, to come, in time, to an understanding of the best writing of the present. He will teach literature, not social studies or little lessons in democracy or the customs of many lands.

And if the student finds that this is not to his taste? Well, that is regrettable. Most regrettable. His taste should not be consulted; it is being formed.

On the Absence of Jam

Once again, I'm calling in the name of this blog: it's an empty-jam-pot month.

But something is brewing.

The possibility of an Awfully Big Adventure...

Dwell in possibility.

Stay tuned!